do youu have daa guts to love me

Thursday, December 01, 2005
7:42 PM

unofrtunately thats all the wedding pictures i have for now xox

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Well so much has happened since the last time i blogged..

i was the bridesmaid to my cousins wedding

which was awesome..

my cousin's name is eugenie she got married to binh

thats me half way through getting ready on the wedding day

(that explains why i'm in my pj's) thats my sister the flower girl

from the left my mum, my auntie(bride's mum), my dad, my uncle(bride's dad) here are my lovely parents again and the other bridesmaid also my cousin eudora( she is the sister of the bride) my parents and Regina..she is related to us somehow the wedding troupe..with my bro int he corner..so out of place

well i wanted to post more pictures but my thing sucks and i can only post these few so i'm gonna do a new post just of pictures

mwa

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
5:38 PM

ma exchange jap boi

Hey ppl last week was one of the worst week of my life i'm telling ya.

i did all this bad shit that i realli regret which got me real busted man..

i realli dun wanna go on about it but i friggin got suspended and lost ma parents trust and stuff

so sad :(

den i find out on of ma besties has been saying shit about me

she fully backstabbed me man..

she made all this ppl think that i told lies and was faking and blah blah and

man she can't keep secrets and i'm so cut at her

i'm never going to karate with her again grrr

gotta find some other way to get fit i guess..

and she cut elle real bad too made the poor babi cry

the thing is jess(the mean girl) comes off so nice

but she the type that says shit behind your back so eah i hating her now

but i haven't siad anything meancos i'm not the type for bitch fites though i'm fiesty

i confronted her bu i'm not that immature to throw vulgarities around

so yeah...and the fact that she lies to her bf gregory and he takes her shit

i swear he's too good for her

and one more thing that shes been pissing me off about okay ..

shes half sri lankan half australian

and she w0nt fuckin hack it she keeps friggin sayign shes half spanish

portuguese and all this shit

i'm like piss off girl you look unlike that okay

all she eats is curry she doean't even noe a single spanish dish and i swear

her dad look indian foe shizlle ma nizzle to the max man

issac and reino used to tease her and call him the taliban lol

so yeah man even ehr mum sys jess is sri lankan

she just want to be all friggin exotic..for fuck's sake honestly

u just shouldn't llie bout little thing slike that to your frend

anyway she should noe that i'm not the type of person who gives a flying fuck about your nhonestly nationality honestly man!

she just tells evryoen every thing man a girl needs to trust her girls you noe..

well yeah that ma lil bitching for today

Jess(back stabber and old bestie), elle and me

heheh on a happier note ma lil exchange jap boi is coming next sunday...

how awesome is that..we're gonna have so much fun i gotta take him places and shit man

anyway i always thought he'd be little short and nerdy bt hes bff and tall lol

look at the picture below

V V V V

he's prettyy cute actually not hot cute but cute! ohh.. kawaiiiiiiiiii no! heheh hes the one int he middle man i gotta plan so much activities for him so he doesn't think i'm boring. hes the one in the middle he has two sister and likes tropical fish how sweet lol

too abd my fishie died

i'll just have to bring him over to tylers house evryday hes got the maddest fish tank and it in his room too i think it's hot lol

anyways..and the jap boy wants to be a builder wen he grows up cute ay noe high aspirations bt builders should be buff so yeah

hopefully i'll have fun thatw eek and i don't think i'm grounded anymore just not allowed t hang out with jess and barred from elle for a while

but anyone else it's all good i think?

anyone gpt ideas on wot i should do with him lol

mwa xox

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Thursday, July 21, 2005
4:04 PM

put an X between the ( )'s for all the things you HAVE done

( ) stolen a car

(x) been in <3love

( ) been dumped

( ) been in a fist fight

(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back

( ) been arrested

(x) made out with a stranger

(x) done more with a stranger

(x) had a crush on a teacher

(x) seen someone die

(x) been on a plane

() met someone in person from internet

( ) been moshing at a concert

( ) been in an abusive relationship

(x) love someone or miss someone right now

(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by

(x) made a snow angel

(x) had a tea party

(x) flown a kite

(x) built a sand castle

( ) gone puddle jumping

(x) played dress up

(x) jumped into a pile of leaves

(x) gone sledding

(x) cheated while playing a game

(x) been lonely

(x) fallen asleep at work/school

(x) used a fake id

(x) watched the sun set

( ) felt an earthquake

(x) touched a snake

(x) slept beneath the stars

(x) been tickled

(x) been robbed

(x) been misunderstood

(x) petted a reindeer/goat

(x) won a contest

( ) been in a car accident

( ) had braces

( ) felt like an outcast

( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night

(x) had deja-vu

(x) danced in the moonlight

(x) hated the way you look

( ) witnessed a crime

( ) pole danced

(x) questioned your heart

(x) been obsessed with post-it notes

(x) squished barefoot through the mud

(x) been lost

(x) been to the opposite side of the WORLD

(x) swam in the ocean

(x) felt like dying

(x) cried yourself to sleep

(x) played cops and robbers

(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers

(x) sung karaoke

(x) paid for a meal with only coins

(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't

(x) made prank phone calls

( x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose

(x) danced in the rain

(x) written a letter to Santa

( ) been kissed under a mistletoe

(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about

(x) blown bubbles

( ) made a bonfire on the beach

( ) crashed a party

( ) gone rollerskating

( ) had a wish come true

( ) humped a monkey

( ) ate dog/cat food

( ) told a complete stranger you loved them

(x) kissed a mirror

(x) sang in the shower

( ) have a little black dress

(x) had a dream that you married someone

( ) glued your hand to something

( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole

( ) kissed a fish

(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes

( ) been a cheerleader

(x) sat on a roof top

(x) screamed at the top of your lungs

( ) done a one-handed cartwheel

(x)talked on the phone for more than 6 hours

(x) stayed up all night

( ) didn't take a shower for a week

(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree

(x) climbed a tree

( ) had a tree house

(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone

(x) believe in ghosts

( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes

( ) worn a really ugly outfit just to see what others would say

( ) gone streaking

) played ding-dong-ditch

(x) played chicken

( ) got pushed into a pool with all your clothes on

( ) broken a bone

(x) been easily amused

(x) caught a fish then ate it (but cooked it)

(x) caught a butterfly

(x) laughed so hard you cried

(x) cried so hard you laughed

(x) mooned/flashed someone

(x) had someone moon/flash you

() cheated on a test

(x) have a Britney Spears CD

(x) forgotten someone's name

(x) braided someone’s hair

() been kicked out of your house

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Sunday, July 17, 2005
4:49 PM

*gasp*

breaking newS!!!!!! I'M NOT GOING BACK TO SINGAPORE

dat means no pampering no rebonding no shopping sprees

no seeing gorgeous cusins!

awww! i better go on a cruise or sumthing pls not gold coast agen!!

i'm broke and i need money!!

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well its sunday now i was reading in my comfy bed like 15 minutes ago

but now im in my mums office on her computer

it's awesomly fast lol at least compared to before

i was reading agels and demons bu dan brown

i'm such a nerd i;m like gettin addicted to it

first it was the da vinci code and no even my dad has bought digital fortress and deception point

can't wait to read about all the intersting facts

yesterday i was at towes hanging around cos i wanted to get an evening dress for my cusins wedding so me and me mum were looking at all of them..

i saw a mad dress at kookai but it was a size 1??

is there such a size is it american or sumthin/ well i hadn't heard of it in aus and i was sur eas hell i wouldn't

fit it so too bad :(

my mum found some nice ones for herself though whihc was good

den we went to the food court to meet up with my lil sis, bro and dad

i had some indian naan with aloo eggplant thing yummo!

den outta nowhere came nicole then jess

haha we did like a slow run to each other and hugged lame

but i hadn't seen her all hols..

i missed ma gurls:D

so i left my family and hung wid em

i was jus chatting tokign about jess's nugget bra things

they sersli enhance your boobs man i want emm

buy it for my birthday

yeah so nickki wnated to invite emma but she couldn't come so then we waited for greg

who was LATE!

yeh and nicole was teasing all these indian ppl saying ti was like downtown culcutter

utter rudenss

bollywood films are pretty good may i add their so romantic ahhhh...

then greg cam and we went and hang out at gloria jeans and toked for abit and finally decided to watch mr and mrs smith

dang that show is good funni too way betta than fantastic four bleah*

so yeah we hung out outside the cinemas and toked before the movie

(greg's jess's bf btw)

then we got a lift home with greg man i love his mum never expected her to be loopy and funni shes a cute

one

got home at nine and my lovely family waited fro me for dinner we had steam boat and teppanyaki

asian style babi!

then i found out we got harry potter another book i wanna read

and i'm so jealous :'( my bro got an ipod

he had to pay for it tho lol

i dun care i want one!

that was yesterday but today i had spaghetti meatballs for luncheon thanks to my mum

i'll be off now tok yous soon wen more intresting stuff has happened

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Friday, July 15, 2005
6:21 PM

well wot can i say about this picture! it's honestly one of my favourite pictures

for those who noe me resonably well i'm sure ur sick of my rambligns about how i need to loose weight right?

well this women on this poster shes such an encourage ment

evrytime i looka t her it warms my heart

evry girl should have this poster in her rooma s a shrine to be proud that we're not as fat as her:D

well for those of you ho wever who are fatter not to worri get a picture of a fatter person and preferably ugly too

wack em up on your wall and there you'll feel better evryday! i garantee it!

alicia, me,cherie

out in the yard the music at the party was awesome she got this adam dude to d/j it was mad

this is a pic of me and one of my besties janelle on the left..it's a pretty good picture considering we just hiked and put up tents which was a first for me

that girl is awesome i tell ya i had so much fun at camp wid her

mwa xox

here are some nicer pictures of me so you dun think i'm a complete and ugly dawg from the prvious post...

dats me, charis and cherie st her 16th b'day party!

hope she gets her license thne mabe she can drive me around wink wink*

i will try to blog more Often nows okay.

but it's not my fault i have nuthing to blog about

i do wish that the hols go for longer tho this is the last week of my hols :(

i will definitely update with more pictures if ppl decide to tag to show their appreciation for

my hard work:D

hey..it's a real waste of time you know sitting here waiting for the pictures to upload

i havee lots of life stories to tel actually but i'll leave it till next time this is a happy blog

and i'm in a good mood now kinda

i jst ate..food that always puts me in a good mood

i'll leave all my emo-ness till anothere time!

i found out i have an obsession for peanut mnm's mmmm yummm*droools*

my birthday is coming up

not realli ti's like two months away

septmeber 5th ppls no excuses on forgeting the presents lol j/ks

but yeah i'm having a party so be nice if you want an invite

and i mite make the same rule as the party i had in year 9

you all remember rite???

no present no entry!! mwahahahah

okay enuf of my rantings now i betta have a shower cos i'm prolley goin out to dinner

P.S. I WANT A PAIR OF BLACK LEE'S OR TSUBI'S!!

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This is an alrite one it's not totally ugly elle looks nice of course

but you notice i have no make up on with an oily gleam to the forehead...

yet another wierd posing picture

as you can see i tried to pose here note the word tried lol

didn't suceed. jus looks like i'm a retard among trees

but elle does look nice

( and my ugly attire..dun shhot me i have an excuse it was camp)

hhahah how drunk do i look there but i wasn't

it was wen i received my australian citizenship it was so boring man all i got was a flag pfft' and a plant. c'mon wot sort of ppl welcome u to their country

with a plant sad sad!

this picture was taken like wot wo years ago..ewww...

look at that disgusted look on my face hahahha

it's real ugly right

hope you aprecaite my ugly pictures show all your frends

remember all this is in repentnece for not blogging for so

i hope all my blogger babies are happi now?

all these ugly images should amuse you and last you a life time till i decide to blog next okies?

to more interesting news my life has beenn...u guessed it! boring as can be

but i get to be bridemaid to my cussins wedding how lucky iam....

people out there reading this if you love me you'd betta tag

enjoy the fugly pictures..i'll post nicer one next time

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Thursday, January 27, 2005
6:28 PM

i wanna say a big holler to you all out dere!

long time no blog man..

well it's the new year of 2005 so i s'pose evryone expects new year

resolutions from me rite?

HERE GOES:

1. be more forgiving

2. stop with the cigs

3. be a better christian

4. pack my room more often

5. loose weight

6. go out more

8. study harder

9. stop wagging

10. be a betta daughter

11. walk home more often

12. be a better frend

13................

the list goes on so i'd better stop

too many things to do so little time..haven't even got my txt books

wot else is there to say..hrph....

oh yeah last week i wen to get my hair cut a sanctuaey at the towers

friggin $50 but oh well i had a nice time with all the

head massgeing and the masage chair i got to lie on the hair washing seemds to take forever but i loved it!

the onli bad part about the hole experince is my shotty haircut

i can't begin to decribe it's crapness

i'm falling into a spiral of depressions. i believ hair is one of the most important

aspects for a girl

the smell of it sends boys bursecks!

[so i've heard]

well now my hair is kinda of a bob with a choppy style

yet the back is not tapered it all onelength which i h8 and i look like a goody too shoe

it makes my face lok fat not that it already isn't but yeah...

enuf of bitchin cos the hairdresser was heaps nice sop i forgive her cos my explainations prolley weren't good

thats life for now...

oh in a few weeks time i'm going to see good charlotte perform at the fox studios for chanel v with cherie..

i think it'll be fun..better study up on the songs to mix wid da crowd hahah

yeah so bak 2 skool on monday for me a day earlier thne evryone else cos i'm a stupid peer support leader

it's kool but i wanted to be one..

i'm gonna have many poses under me now worshipping me hahah

well thats all for today

a lil msg for ah^wei thanks for evrything prison is not the place for a girl

<3 me if youu dare-`

Monday, December 13, 2004
4:20 PM

MY FISHIE DIED!!

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